2023 Recap: So Much Wisdom in Pain
Wow!
God bless all.
I am so grateful for the lessons learned this year. I became so much closer to myself as a result of a lot of pain. I bumped my head against the wall so many times.
I thank the Creator for allowing me to still breathe and have life in my body. I can’t believe what I have been through. I can’t believe what I have overcome.
At the same time, I am so proud of myself for the growth I have had throughout the year.
For a while, I was tripped up about getting closer to my late 20s but it was a program in my mind making me miserable.
I have learned more about what love is and is not. I have learned so much about money, investing, and mindset.
This year showed me that nothing will stop me no matter how hard times become, I am incapable of quitting on myself.
I learned that my mind is the ruler of my experiences here on this planet and that gives me so much freedom.
I eat a lot better than I did before and have a better relationship with food and my body. I love my body and everything about my physical.
This year showed me what life could be if I chose to make the necessary changes in my life.
I was involved in a car accident this year in October that opened my eyes a lot. I had the chance to be alone most of the year and see how that helped and hurt me.
What has been the most important to me is reflecting on who I am to myself and who I have been to others. I have been reflecting on how I want to become more responsible and value beings a lot more for who they are.
Throughout my life, I would cut people off at the slightest inconvenience or assumption I made in my head. I realized that I had issues with being abandoned by those I cared for. The fear of being devastated is what scared me most.
This year I was able to learn about the programs embedded in my mind and go against them and create more productive ones.
I don’t regret anything and I don’t regret anyone I wanted in my life even if it did not last forever. I am grateful for the opportunity I have to try again and work to better who I am on this earth.
I do not want to hold myself back from being who I want to become. I love my family, friends, community, and service. I love learning and teaching. I love traveling and seeing the mountains. I love the ocean and the clouds. I love me. I am the sum of everything. I am so excited for the new year.
